Stress level gradually increase and I hope I can handle it well no matter it's work or home or personal issue. At times, I have this thoughts that purely ignore everything but I think I can't. 

How I wish there's a shoulder for me to cry on, a listening ear, a person who cheer me up and share moments together. Although, I had been single for almost 1/2 year only (short period) and still counting on but to be honest that it's been years that no one is there for me and not even my partner when I'm attached during those years.Okay, I don't blame anyone for not sharing my problem because they are just not the right person to share my problems, usually they will ended up making it worst or even mess it up for my to clear alone.