Tuesday, January 22, 2013 11:24 PM
你变了。 以前你不是这样的, 那种关心和爱护已不在。 我一直希望有改变可是这些年来, 都没有。。。
你啊你啊。。。 跑到哪了?
我长大了, 不代表你可以变啊。。。
快要没气了啦。。。 好辛苦啦。。。
带我走吧。。 。
如果一天,我 。。。 不在。。。 不在会去了。。。你在乎的不会是我, 而是。。。
哈哈。。。
如何是好???
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9:19 PM
conclusion : its not a good start for Jan 2013...
feeling super low lately, start to don't know myself again...
wondering... my life always controlled by people around me, maybe because i want less trouble and want them to be happy but ended up im the one not happy... why must like that???
it's really hard to please anyone even people who close to you. im demending at times but sometime i do give in, just like today im super mood feel like walking around hope my mod can be better but i ended up... ... ... ... sitting somewhere...
cant find someone to chat and walk... at least make me laugh so i wont think so much and wont feel crying...
need some peace at least when i feel like relaxing alone in the night or do something in my own space but cant... no longee such place anymore...
wipp feb 2013 be a better month??? hope so
CHEER UP!!! =)
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